teen yrs cont.

so here i was a only child now because my older sister and brother's had moved out and the younger step brother and sister where living with their mom.
I had no probably fitting the role being my dads youngest child i started to get whatever i asked for,boy was my brothers mad.If i got grounded i would just not talk to dad and he would eventually give in and let me go out.I got to buy anything i wanted had designer jeans at 40.00 back in 1980.Then one day my oldest brother came for dinner and never left.So life got alot harder,like the night i was late from going out.I came in and my dad told me that tomorrow i had to pack my bags and move out,so i said fine young and stupid i was.But my brother james was saying no she needs to leave tonight,so i did this was then end of october 1981 i was to turn 18 on dec. 26th.So went to a friends house to stay with him and 2 days later found out my dad called me in as a runaway.But i stayed hidden for a couple weeks but was running out of options of where to stay.
so i went to my marykay to ask her if i could stay with her and she let me worked out with my dad also.
bye this time eddie was in a detention center, so was just me and diane we had great times living there and thats where i met jeff.The first time i met him i didnt like him at all,he was way too goofy for me.He eventually wore me down and we started going out and then started having sex
and bingo i got pregnant.My dad's health was getting bad he was a diabetic and had liver failure was on dialysis.Many a nights we went rushing up to the hospital thinking he was going to die,this went on for months,meanwhile what to do with being pregnant jeff gave me money to have a abortion,i agreed to it scared an being temp homeless again marykay moved and i wasnt invited.So made the appointment for the abortion went there was brought in room and examined then was told i was too far along for the first stage abortion i would have to come back .Right then and there i decided not to have an abortion.My sister had moved into my dads house to help take care of him,so i went to her for help and she talked with my brother and in exchange for claiming me and my baby on his income tax return he would support me til the baby came.i graduated from highschool in june of 1982 and my dad passed away 2 weeks later.
never got to tell him about me being pregnant.Then 1 weel before my 19th birthday i gave birth at 101am to a baby girl i named angela mae.jeff had joined the marines and was in california,he accepted the fact i was having a baby.