CRAZY

Crazy is the topic today, my husband drives me cray my kids drive me crazy, and not in a good way. where should i start, i got married at 19 already had a 3 month old baby. met husband 3 weeks before we got married yes ive been married 26 yrs.Over the years its been real bad and real good at times. He's but me through hell and back,but first my life before him was not so good. At 4yrs old well almost 5 i was home alone with my mother ad she wasnt feeling good so she called me into her room,told me she loved me and to go back and sit down and watch tv and be a good girl. I can remember it so clear the upstairs door opens up against my parents door and when i left the room i opened it well some time later i heard the door slam shut and ran into my moms room but she was on the floor face down,i thought she was sleeping so i sat on her back and was saying mommy wake up wake up but she wouldnt, next thing i remember there was neighbors and family there and a ambulance they where bringing out my mom on the stretcher and there was blood in the oxygen mask on her face,then she was gone and i never saw her alive again but years later i found out she died of a heart attack.